Friday, September 24, 2004

Believe It Or Not

I'm officially sick now. I have a headache and I sound funny because of my cold. Ngongo ako.
Anyway, I just want to document what happened to me this morning. Well, part of what "happened" to me.
Backtrack tayo 2 years ago. Tom my friend has been telling about his friend who is psychic. He would keep on bragging about her, kesyo she's gives good advice and all that. Siyempre skeptical ako, I know manghuhulas are just that: manghuhula. It's not that I do not believe all manghuhulas or that I haven't tried going to one. Whenever I talk to one I am always on the look out for their slip-ups. Most manghuhulas tend to give general readings, tipong applicable to any person or any situation. I never really paid much attention to his stories about his friend.
A few days ago I decided to send Tom a message. I told him I'm sad and I need to talk to someone. He told me about his friend, let's call her MissTerious. I decided to give it a try. If he had asked me to meet her around Febuary, I would have said no. My state of mind now is different. I'm living on the edge now! Hehehe.
So I went to Tom's place 10AM. MissTerious was already waiting for me for 10 mins when I got there. Tom introduced me to her and left me with her.
Before we started she gave me instructions to remember everything she'd tell me because once she leaves the room she would forget everything. She brought out a deck of playing cards, shuffled them a bit then asked me to pick out a card without looking at it. Then she picked 3 cards from the top of the pile. She described me at first. The stuff she told me were things that anyone who knows how to read people would have figured that out. But as she went along there were details that struck. She said stuff about my parents and my family that almost made me cry. I was on the verge of breaking down 3 times while she was doing her reading but I was able to control myself. She said I feel that my family doesn't appreciate me, that I don't get the credit I deserve for doing the things I do. She's right! This is something not even Tom knows. She said that I'm starting to realize now that my parents love me, especially my Mom. True, my Mom's been good to me lately and now my Dad's with her and he has his work now, he even promised to help me out with my studies. *sniff*
She mentioned this guy who broke my heart. Natawa ako. She said, "Matalino ka pero pagdating dito sa lalaking ito parang nabobobo ka. Hindi naman sa bobo ka pero nasisira ang diskarte mo dahil sa kanya." Words to that effect. I was grinning from ear to ear. She said a lot of things that were true. Amazing talaga!
Here are some stuff she said:

MissTerious: Sabi ng mga nakapaligid sa lalaking ito wag ka na pakawalan kasi siguradong mahal mo sya. Sabi ng mga taong nakapaligid sa iyo i-drop mo na sya. This is so true! Hehehe!

MissTerious: Lagi mong naiisip na sa hirap ng dinaranas mo nagtataka ka kung bakit pinarurusahan ka. Sinasabi mo sa Angel mo na ginagawa mo ang lahat pero hindi ka pa rin binibiyayaan ng para sa iyo. I keep complaining that I've been a good person, I've done everything I could to be good in the eyes of man and God but inspite of my efforts I still don't get anything good in return, like it doesn't pay to be good.

MT: Hindi dahil sa masama ang magpahula, pero pinipigilan ka ng guardian angel mo kaya hindi ka nagpapahula. Iba nasa isip mo pag hinuhulaan ka. Hindi makakapasa sa iyo ang kahit sinong manghuhula. This is true, I really am not inclined to see a manghuhula to consult my problems. She added something that I won't mention here but she definitely knows why I don't like going to manghuhulas anymore. I'm just going through a rebellious stage now.

After the general reading you are allowed to ask questions. Most of my questions were answerable by YES or NO. But there was question that stood out because of her answer:
Me: Ang mga tanong ba dapat answerable by Yes or No o puwede kahit anong tanungin ko?
MT: Puwede kahit ano.
Me: (Pause for a few seconds) Saan siya?
MT: Nandito siya sa Pilipinas. Hindi ko masabi exactly kung nandidito pa sya pero alam ko dumating sya dito this year. Puwedeng umalis na or papaalis na.
This is highly unusual because he's from the US and he's supposed to have arrived this month here and he was here a few months ago. I never mentioned this to her nor Tom. Tom doesnt even know anything about him. Coincidence? Of course you could say she was making a general statement but why say he's here in the Philippines when it is usually assumed that he should be here. Why mention the Philippines?

Of course there were instances where she couldn't give me a definite answer, but she would tell me immediately. There was one statement she said that was not true, she said "nakatapos ka sa eskuwelahan dahil sa sarili mong sikap, dahil sa sarili mong kayod..." Paanong mangyayari yon eh hindi pa ako tapos?
I hope I'm not deluding myself into thinking that she's omniscient, she's not. There are certain details that I won't be able to verify anymore. There are certain fine points which I would rather not accept as true, lest I would give myself false hopes and get hurt again. But in fairness hindi naman sya nagsabi ng mga bagay na paapasahin ka sa wala.
She also gave me sound advice. Sabi niya, "Nasasaiyo yan kung gusto mo. Kung gugustuhin mo mangyari puwede naman." I like the idea that a person is still responsible for his/her own destiny, hindi yung sinabi ng manghuhula eh gospel truth na or when a manghuhula speaks feeling nya absolute truth sinabi nya.
O sya lang yan share ko. I think I'm coming down with the flu. Lakas ng energy na na expend ko sa hula na yan ha! Hehehe.


19 comments:

Anonymous said...

Thanks sa share mo. Enjoyed reading it. Get well soon :)

Btw, what are you majoring in? And did you take down your "radio station"? Just wondering coz I can't find it now.

fionski said...

Salamat at na enjoy mo ang entry ko. At salamat sa bati. Hehehe.
I'm trying to take up Math. Trying kasi meyo hirap.
Had to take down the radio kasi the people are having a hard time configuring it and I don't have anyone to help me check if it's working. Sayang I was thinking of making it something like an official pinoy blogger's station.
Oh well...

techguy said...

siguro walang nakitang guhit diyan sa palad mo kasi puro kalyo...hehehe

Anonymous said...

Wow Math! but you're smart sabi ni Dad mo kaya OK lang.

Too bad about the radio station, I was looking forward to it, perhaps next time :)

...hope you shake that flu off in no time :)

fionski said...

Excuse you kuya Techguy! Espesyal ang manghuhula na ito. Talampakan ang tinitignan at hindi ang palad! Malalaman nya kung yayaman ka sa dami ang haba ng buhok ng hinlalaki mo! Nasasabi rin nya ang napagdaanan mo sa lalim ng tibak mo. Hehehe!

fionski said...

I know, it's a pity I can't play OPM for now. I need to uninstall and then reinstall everything I guess.
Thanks ha!

techguy said...

bigay mo nga sa akin yong cell phone number niyan... makontak mukhang magaling..... baka alam niya yong numerong lalabas dito sa toronto 15 million dollars na ang premyo
kailang manalo ako sa lotto rito para marami akong pang-gimik hehehe

techguy said...

me sipon ka? at lovenut, kulang lang yan sa yakapsul at kissperin pagkakailang mo ng antibiotics inumin mo ay tugmulodon...hehehe

fionski said...

Loko ka kuya Techguy! Buti na lang marunong akong gumalang sa mga nakakatanda sa akin kung di... Hehehe.
Oonga may labnat ako. La kasing stock ng kisspirin at yakapsul dito sa botika dito. Nagdevelop na ako ng high level of tolerance for togmoloron, ala nang epek sa akin. Hehehe!

techguy said...

me initial findings na ako diyan sa sakit mo...di mo na naitatanong nagkun-doctor muna ako bago ako nag-gingineering...hehehe...kailang niyan ng more dramatic na gamutan...kailangan mo nga bagong bf...hehehe...kalimutan muna si ex mo...wala nayon... kumbaga sa math...zero na yon...hayaan mo...email ko yong resulta ng lab exam mo...pero kung gusto second opinion ke fortune teller okey lang...ok.hehehe

fionski said...

K lang ako, nasa final stage na ako ng aking healing process:acceptance. Kung tutuusin hindi ako sad. Even before I spoke with MissTerious alam ko na, na ok ako. It was hard for me to openly talk about my ex before kasi I didn't want to get flooded with useless thoughts and emotions that would hinder my healing process. Kungbaga I'm just making fun of my situation now. Hehehe.
Uyy si kuya Techguy concerned sa akin. Touched naman ako. Baka may ipapakilala ka dyan, ok lang kahit guwapo at mayaman basta mabait at mapagmahal. Hehehe.

Tanggero said...

Pagaling ka na! elibs naman ako, mathematician ka pala!
Do you know the mathematics of love? Here's the link:
http://13thtigerpress.com/page14.html

fionski said...

Mga nababasa ni Tanggero talaga. Hahahaha! Magkape ka muna ng mahimasmasan ka! May hangover ka pa yata don sa dream mo noong Lunes eh. Hehehe!

BongK said...

hi fiona, sana ay gumaling ka na agad, para derederetso ang posing este posting mo sa blog mo... ingat at pag dadasal ko ang mabilis mong pag galing...

fionski said...

Hello Bong salamat sa pagdalaw at pagbati. Nakakataba ng puso ang mga ganintong comments.
=)

Cerridwen said...

curious: did that session cost you ate fions? I wouldn't ask how much but I guess what I want to know is if you paid for the services rendered

fionski said...

I had to give her close to $10 kasi this is how she supports her child. She is a single mom and she lives in a shanty lang. I wasn't really keen on believing her, I was actually on the look out for her mistakes, ganito din ako with the other manghuhula of my friends. This one is good pero we can never tell for sure. Katuwaan lang. I want to use my blog to chronicle the events of my life as they unfold. Nakss! May wrong spelling or grammar ba ako? Hehehe!

Anonymous said...

hi!!!! can you give me the number of that manghuhula, gusto ko rin magpahula eh tnx

marthacits said...

that was an interesting blog...

im a psychic junkie... it is therapeutic for me... takes the place of a shrink with the added benefit of knowing what future may have in store and thus gives me the advantage of deciding the apt course of action..

can i get contact details of said manghuhula?

how have the predictions unfolded so far since your reading from the manghuhula years ago? hmmm.. pretty accurate still?...=)